Welcome Back

I'm not sure what makes me want to come back to blogger but whatever it is...here I am. I've been super busy with studying for the GMAT - that's why I haven't really typed much lately. I'm kinda scared though. I've never really been good at standardized tests and I want to do well. I think it's one of those things - because I was rejected from michigan's business school my sophomore year in college - I just want to prove that I can do this. Plus, I never really applied myself before with standardized tests. Now, if I study (which I have been) if I don't do well, it really is me. It's not the test. One last thing - the GMAT is reading comprehension, problem solving math, critical reasoning, sentence correction, another math and essays. Half of that stuff was on the LSAT...(not that I did that well on the LSAT)...

I don't know. I'm just confused as to what I want to be when I grow up. I think I've hated business so much after the whole business school thing (not the rejection, but the classes with "B-school hopefuls" which made me never want to study....) that I steared away from what I wanted to be when I first went to college. Now, I feel like this is my chance to bounce back. But, older and wiser me doesn't really know what I am bouncing back to. I've been introduced to so many other things since business that I'm not sure if its more like a "core" to me or more like I'm stuck in my childhood dreams.

sorry for not making sense and being so all over the place with my first post back.