Welcome Back

I've moved to Xanga. I'm not even sure if anyone will read this post but I felt I should move back here for right now because I'm not sure if I want anyone to read this post. For me winter break is ending tomorrow. I'm coming down from being pretty drunk. Drunk is the only way that I can ever be angry. Otherwise, I try to show no angry emotions.

This break was really good for me in some ways. I've been w/ doug for 3 years and its been the first time in a long while where I've been on my own. I got to do some thinking.

Some of this thinking involved one of my good friends (we'll just call her a best friend), hooking up w/ my ex-boyfriend. One of the ex's where it would mean something to you if some good friend or best friend hooked up with him.

i'm angry. and hurt. and angry.

actually, i don't feel like typing now.